Monday, October 28, 2013
Some solitude for the day.
It has been long since I felt so tired fixing a problem, especially so when the problem isn't mine.
It's so difficult to be a messenger (on my own accord) when words that I've tried to pass on felt like they've been heavily scrutinized, both by the receiver and my conscience. I don't want to make things worse, by creating more misunderstandings which will snowball into some kinda massive mess in someone's world. I don't want to be the culprit, not when I actually carry a good intention.
So I got out of it yesterday. I still think honesty is the best policy. It's best to know how others think or feel about you, so that there's a chance for you to change - for them or just for the better of yourself.
That over-thinking thing seems so yesterday, something that I often engaged in in the past. It totally brings nothing good and is so exhausting. I'm happy I've grown out of that, mainly because I've learnt to drift/stay away from some people who are not 'meant' for me. Superficiality shall be reserved for those people who think they've the luxury of time (youth, for now) to waste. Right now, I just want to live inside my own peaceful bubble for awhile cuz bubbles pop at the end of the day.
Woke up at a rather late timing today, 2:15pm?
Had a bowl of maggie mee for casual lunch, read a magazine and napped under this cold and rainy weather.
Me-time (pig-time) well spent :D
Gonna start on a book that I've purchased during the exam period lollll.
Lazy Monday.