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Sunday, April 02, 2017


Watched Coldplay's concert last night. The songs that have been looping, the lyrics that have been speaking - they all came to life. It was emotional; when the music transcends - into feels, into moments, into memories, flashbacks; into lost and real times. It's so much. :'(

/ the 11th day:
I've always been writing about how we are distance apart each other's lives in my diary despite daily "talking". I've always been writing about how I'm going to deal with that drift should it come one day. It is here now, & I'm in a state of daze. There were so many moments I wanted to share but I know you don't bother anymore. You pushed me away so many times. & perhaps it's the last now. I can continue thinking & it will continue to hurt & it's still futile.

I always wish that we could remain forever. I always wish that we wouldn't have to wake up. I always wish that we wouldn't have to come to this.

Perhaps there's a reason why I was always wishing..

My heart is so fucking broken. I don't even know how.